i am going to take new decisions in my life
not going to wait for anyone or don't want to spoil for some one, the words of Bhagavat Geetha is going to apply,
" All happened are for goodWhat ever happening is for good andwhat ever may happen in future are also for good
so let the life run as is, and am going to cherish it with all respect, that i am having a life, and i dont want to run it without achieving nothing, i have to boos and encourage self to raise.
Today i have the same routine life, but i was happy through out till time, never happen any bad negative thoughts, i feels it a good sense that my mind has accepted my decision.
The whole day, i thought about my son, and how to have his next birth day, latter i send a message to my wife requesting, her that we both should be with him whole day for this birth day and let him have a memorable day , who knows what will happen on next day.
Evening i have adviced my step father to have a smart phone for him, and he got a brand new azus model android phone , and given some basic training to him, through out mylife, there was only two personnels inspired me to make them as roll models,
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| Muralidharan GS (Late 2009) |
first is my uncle Mr. Muralidharan GS (Late) and second is Mr. Rajesh (my step father), murali mamam has a dramatic life, always advised me that family is a crystal, not to break never, and i owe that, and will try till my last breath. he was a legend who have suffered a lot about his family even tough they owe him , but he managed his life in the second way as a Thespian. he who introduced the intimate theatre system on drama presentation in India first at 1976's during his play "Ravunnikal" latter in the 2003 i have also played the same with the same concept. when he passed away all New papers in Tamil Nadu has had a 4 page supplementary but in Kerala it was a half page news to one paper, and other had a 4 column news, He was a legend, who had never got any admiration from own state or native place, i will explain about him latter,
Mr. rajesh is an undersecretery in govt service now , but has suffered a lot in early educations states, i have seen him from my childhood, when he was altering his brothers old shirts for his use from our sewing machine. latter his aim have given him success,
My life aims,
i had have set the following aims early at 9 years,
- i will not have more than one life partner in all the means - and till date and till my last breath i will retain this.
- i have to become a roll model in my native place - had once and now all gone, i have to re-back it
- I have to earn a lot in right way - did never happened
- I have to leave my traces, after my life - under preparation of a new book with a new concept. in engineering fashion products, have launched a web page fashiontacher.in as secondary
- i have to travel a lot and visit most of the places in world - had been through out the coastal of kerala, and from last 2 years i was not gone with any and will start it again from next month onwards, at-least 500 km visit every month inside kerala and one foreign country every six months
- have to take a doctorate - have to work for it atleast from now.
so for all these, i am going to plan and re schedule my life, as i am getting more free, mean while, i have to take more studies also..
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