i used to think, Why this life is,
is it work having,
Why am live , and for whom it is
the thoughts are hot and strong,

all my kins are gone from me,
my beloved declared publicly
am not lovable and livable
in this life, i have nothing to loose now,
to gain, there is nothing left
everything i had are gone,
standing empty hand is my fate,
don't know how to start a new life, it need a lot,
don't have health to recover strength
don't have seats to sit and do
don't have job to do and earn.
all i earned were spent to her
all my love was given to her
all my health was taken by they
all my courage is gone to depressions
even though i like to breath
fresh air is my dream, family is my aim
my son is my health
am living for him
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