I had a dream with family
I dreamed it as my aim
But after struggles I realized
I only had that dream
After so many struggles I have taken my son and wife to my home in the last august 27. We were happy .. And my son has joined his new school .. The only one thing I don't had was bank balance but I had a consultant job, which was sufficient to feed us our needs ..
Soon I realized she doubts me for everything .. She doubts me my communications .. She started arguing I kept quite . but my silence was taken as her explanation .. She beat be like a dog in evenings ..
But in nights she came to me apologized .. All I cared was for my love ..
I have waited more than 3 years for this life .. How ever may be the reason I could not spoil it ..
On 18 she beat me and she tried to suicide by cutting neck using a knife .. Some how I made her calm .. Actually I had to tie her hands for some time ..
She didn't realized my love but she was behaving like mad and i realized that if this situation continue then I will lose her. And I must be inside bars ..
So decided to take her to her home so that she may stay safe there ... But while I left her there I realized I can't live without her ..and our son
I tried to calk her .. She shouted .. I thought she will come back .. Call me to take her home , instead she used bad words at me when I went there to take her home ..
All my pain was to my son .. He is the actual loser .
Latter on 24 I decided to quit life .. And soon I got a second thought its better to leave the place and stay some where far away and get a job here . . and when its time for my sons new admission take him with me and have our own life ..
Still I can't live without her and my son.. All my fault .. I loved her than anything ...
EmoticonEmoticon